Every time I close my eyes
Every time I lay my head
Every time I think of you
You’re the only thing in my head
You make me so mad
I wanna smash down all the walls
I cry and I scream in despair
Just wanna make this all go away
And you make it so damn hard
You don’t answer anyone for days
Blow them all off and leave the hanging
Then you make it like nothing ever happened
Expecting them to be there for you
Don’t know if you’re doing this on purpose
Doesn’t really matter either way
Now you cannot make amends
You’ve lost all your friends and you’ve lost me
You made me so mad
Just wanted to smash down the walls
I cried and I screamed in despair
Just wanted to make it go away
So I cut you off
Though I have to admit my thanks to you
For all the good times together
All the lessons that I learned
For teaching me that life can get worse
My page is so wet right now
I can’t see what I'm writing
It’s as messy as my life right now
And I'm so mad at you
You make me so mad
I wanna smash down all the walls
I cry and I scream in despair
Just wanna make this all go away
But you make it so damn hard
The. Worst. Part. Of this. Is. That. I love you Emily.
For fuck's sake.......
