How different things would be
If I had just a lock and a key
A dark room where no one can see me
Where I can hide from myself
What I wouldn’t give for someone to hold me
Be close and tell me everything’s gonna be ok
I’d give away my heart and soul
Just so I could be somebody else
I’d love to go to my mum for a hug
And not have to have a reason for it
I want her to say I did good today
And that she cares about me
I wish I could say for sure
I’m loved by somebody special
I wish I could say for sure
Here’s someone I love so much
But these are just wishes
Not something that’s actually real
For now though I have to live on
There are other things to do
Maybe someday I’ll find someone one day
With whom I can be safe and love
In the mean time I’ve got a life to sort out
But everyday I still wish and pray
I wish for a life I’m not scared to live
I pray for a life with lots of love
I wish I knew what love felt like
I pray I’ll be happy someday
