My first, my last.
My very merry dance.
My hearse, my thirst.
My very hazy past.
No-one knows how
To unlock me now.
I kept a secret by my side.
No-one saw it coming.
I trapped it better, each and ev’ry day.
Lost within a whirlwind,
I had yet to escape its clutches.
Those hands, they stole the life from me.
Somehow, I know
I have to let go.
Deep down inside
My very empty heart,
I know, not how
To be my merry self.
I have music and I have friends,
I cannot hide it more.
I hid myself, from her, from ev’ryone.
I wish I could escape
From this lifeless life of misery.
The pain, the hurt, will not hunt me.
With love I’ll breathe
My very last breath.
My pain, I know,
Will go away.
My love, my life-
I leave it all to you.
To you.
