I don’t know why I do this to myself
Or why I can’t change how it works anymore
But I wanna be free and I wanna be me
There’s so much to do, but I need lots too
Only so much can I do
Before I get kinda stuck
And I look back and think
That’s not me
It’s a wasted day
While I waste away
And I look at how
I can change that today
I have changed just a little
But I seem to be brittle
Cuz just as I get there I have to stop
And I can’t move on so I just go back
It’s like a merry go round
It goes around and around
And I go to, without breaking free
I know I depend, but I can’t do less
It’s a wasted day
While I waste away
And I look at how
I can change that today