Now then, today
I ask myself why I let myself fall
Now then, today
I ask myself why I didn’t stand up
Now then, today
I ask myself why I let myself fall
Now then, today
I ask myself why I didn’t stand up
There is no way we can start this again
The hurt has been done, the pain is too much
No matter what you say, you’re not sorry
You made me confused and you made me cry
Now then, today
I ask myself why I let myself fall
Now then, today
I ask myself why I didn’t stand up
Now then, today
I ask myself why I let myself fall
Now then, today
I ask myself why I didn’t stand up
The lights have finally come on, don’t lie
You’re not worth being satisfied
I’m not gonna cry for you again
You’ve made my tears flood my life before
Now then, today
I ask myself why I let myself fall
Now then, today
I ask myself why I didn’t stand up
Now then, today
I ask myself why I let myself fal
Now then, today
I ask myself why I didn’t stand up
I’m a lot stronger than when you knew me
I’m immune to the pain you’ve put me through
It’s not an easy matter to forget
I made no sound, but I’m screaming inside
Now then, today
I ask myself why I let myself fall
Now then, today
I ask myself why I didn’t stand up
Now then, today
I ask myself why I let myself fall
Now then, today
I ask myself why I didn’t stand up
You’re not a human being, unlike me
You have no conscience, you’re never ashamed
I feel your pain for you as well as my own
My hurt is beginning to subside
Now then, today
I ask myself why I let myself fall
Now then, today
I ask myself why I didn’t stand up
Now then, today
I ask myself why I let myself fall
Now then, today
I ask myself why I didn’t stand up
